Dear Kevin,
I have so many things I would like to say to you but when I get to this point it’s just hard to explain this kind of emptiness I’m feeling ever since you left. To be honest, nothing is the same! And yet, after almost 6 months of you not being here, I still cannot believe you’re gone. Oh Kevin, how I wish things were different. I wish we could have grown up together so I could have more memories to think about and to cherish, I wish you were still here, I wish one day I could just wake up and someone would tell me this is was all a dream. And the saddest thing about it, is that none of us is brave enough to talk about you because we all know that we are all broken inside. But Kevin, I promise, I will be the one that will never stop talking about you, I’m going to make sure that everyone knows that this world had Kevin Kololli and he made everyone’s lives much better. For you, I’d do anything and I’m sure that now you know that. I can easily say that your loss has made me think differently about people and life itself! And I am sure that life won’t hit me as hard as this never again! Now as I’m laying in my bed and writing this for you, I can feel your presence! I am so lucky that I get to call you my cousin, and even though you’re not here, I carry you everywhere I go!
No words could ever describe what I’m feeling but I’ll always find words for my angel.
I’m missing you so much and I love you more than life itself,
Bleona
